Sickness = Lose

Myuh. I've been too busy to write in this. I have an interview test for Japanese tomorrow. It will be scary because I don't think I know the material as well as I should. Orgo test this Friday, which I will fail again. Gotta start reading and doing practice problems, like, yesterday. Aargh. Sarah says the 6.004 lab is easy. I guess I'm just stupid because I don't know how to do it. 6.004 test on Friday, which I will fail as well, but it doesn't matter because I'm getting a B in that class no matter what. Oh yeah, Japanese test on Friday too. Whee. Three tests in one day. 6.170 project is due on Tuesday. We're getting there, but we haven't done any work on the extension yet. Plus, Java graphics do not like me. I think I'm sick. My throat really hurts and it's hard to keep myself awake.

End of the term is coming up. I got summer housing here at MIT, but I don't have a job yet. *cries* Well, I could always work at the library, and that's a possibility if I can't get a paying research job here, but I want to do something more. I wish I were more, oh, proactive. Or less of a bum. I think I've become stupid ever since getting back from spring break. My room's a mess too, which is getting me down. I'm sure any one of my friends would look in here and say it's not too bad, but there's papers piled up by the windowsill, and stuff strewn all over my desk. I'm so disorganized. What the heck. I wish I were smart. Why am I here? I don't think I'm going to get a single A in any of my classes this term. No MEng for me. At the rate next term's classes are conflicting, no bio minor for me either. No summer job. My dad is probably going to kill me. I want to stay down here for the summer, but I need something to do. ;~; I'm so upset and my throat hurts. Where is my work ethic? Anyway, I'm going to bed now. I haven't been to bed this early in weeks and weeks and weeks. That is so wrong. *stomps off*

- Flykyr Skysong

Current song: None
Current mood: Upset and coughing because my throat hurts