Hmph

It irks me that there's a total disconnect between two of my circles of friends. I totally can't invite people from both groups to do something together. People suck. D: Guess there's nothing else to do but to run off to Japan again. I'm turning in my application on Monday. Better late than never, I guess. I decided that a year in Japan is not the thing for me, but a summer would be good. Gotta find myself a job and start thinking about grad school. I'm feeling kind of burned out on the whole school thing, but I honestly can't get much accomplished without a Master's degree. Maybe a year or two of working in the real world will help with that?

I've been feeling really upset and anxious lately, mostly about my future. The MIT-Japan retreat this weekend made me feel better though. There's a lot of cool people going to Japan this year - hopefully they'll be a bit more talkative/social than last year's interns. Beh, I just have to buckle down and figure out how to graduate and find a job and stuff. FUN TIMES.

I really can't wait to get my laptop back. I've been totally DDR-deprived all IAP, and it's making me restless. I was desperate enough to drop by the student center yesterday, but of course the machine there was being used. When is it not? I guess other people have the capability to run DDR on their own machines now, but I hate to beg. Heh, I'm so bad at asking people for things. XD And it's not that I'm addicted or anything - DDR is something that I really enjoy doing, and I miss it. I was just thinking, endurance has been an issue for me with DDR. If I took up jogging or something to work on endurance, I wonder if that would help... Not that I'm a total DDR freak, but I could use the exercise. I'm just not sure where to start.

I worry too much.

- Rindi

Current song: Andy Moor vs. Above & Beyond - Air for Life (Waaaaiiiiii! :D)
Current mood: Sleeeeeeeepy